I know it's time to start creating and performing again because I am waking up in the middle of the night singing in my head. Recently, I was at an awards show in my dreams and one of my songs was being performed by someone famous(read, someone other than me!) It was a great song, after all it had just won a major award. I awoke to it slipping away and wondering if I had actually heard it elsewhere or just made it up.
I have decided to just get right up the next time and hum it into my ipad or my zoom, after all, it's not everyday you get a gift like that given to you. The universe might decide to stop giving them if I don't take the initiative.
Hence, back to being focussed on the things I'm good at, while I manage to manage the things I perform with dazzling mediocrity.
See you soon